Apologies on Deaf Ears

Burn your bridges, build your walls.
Crush defenses, your towers fall.
Push me down from up your seat.
You made mountains from the stones.
But you never tried to atone
"Been there, done that" on repeat

Because you already know
I told you so
Even if my eyes aren't welling up in tears
I am devoid of feeling.
"Sorry" has lost its meaning.
They're just apologies on deaf ears.

Traded away for no real reason
I'm sick of all your treason
What was my sin? What was my crime?
Anxiety lost it's grip on me
But now I can say this with certainty
Thank you for wasting my time

I had already said
Whatever was inside my head
But all my hopes turned into fears
I have become faceless
This is a legitimate sickness
All my apologies fell on deaf ears.

Neck-deep in a cesspool of your lies
Go on and wish for my demise
I scream and fail to be understood or heard
Selfishness has undone what we were
You haven't apologized, not even once
You have no right to be mad at my response
My apologies fell on deaf ears before.
I won't apologize to you anymore.